Thank you to the two people who reviewed, it is very special to me. By the way, this a collection of my thoughts on a boy I've liked since third or fourth grade, so the following might be a poem, song or journal-like entry. Thank you for reading, please review or PM with your thoughts.

5/7: Poem

Then And Now

Then was a year or so ago, even a few months back counts

Then I was fascinated by the idea that someday we might get together and stay that way eternally… (Not gonna happen, sister)

Then I had dreams of how would you get my first kiss, be the first person I love, the person that showed me that true love exists

Then I thought fairytales were real and someday, I would wake up and have a perfect life, have my every dream come true

Now I know why teenage girls are always shown crying after having a boyfriend

Now I know it's not true what our parents read us at night: nobody came and turned me into a beautiful girl, the first person who is or was your boy/girlfriend isn't your one and only love—yet we wish they were. How romantic and perfect would that be?

Now I know I can't let Destiny (Fate) take over…we have to stand up for what we love

That's why if I could back to Then, I would tell myself to tell Him how I feel, to make the best out of it and smile, even if it hurts inside like hell.

XxX

"Tired of Crying, Yeah,I'm Smiling, Dancing my Way Through Life, I ain't Shedding Tears no More cuz I'm Over it, Baby."

WaSaUsKyX~