Why are you the one

To decide my fate

Why are you the one

Who's allowed kill the me I know

Making me bleed

And hurt with no way

Of bandaging the wounds

It's like you like to watch me

Slowly bleed away all I ever was

And all I've ever known me to be

Why is it that you

Are the only reason

I could find to be me?

And why is it that you get to decide

If you leave or not without caring

What would happen to me?

And even after all of this

Why am I the one apologizing?

For things I didn't do

I gave you my everything

And you just threw it away

With a few simple cruel words

So now I'm wrecked

And want nothing more

Than to close my eyes and sleep

But I'm afraid to because

When I wake up there will be no you

For the first time in years

I will be all-alone

For 100 challenge #60 Rejection

Written after reading xxDearOblivionxx 's Journal – Well Guys...My Day Just Got Significantly Worse