Barely there but he's got a mans desire

Out of moves but he fans the fire

Hands grip strong least she leaves him stranded

Toys with freedom but he leaves them branded

Heart beats strong for the years we missed

Emerald eyes on the last man i've kissed

A want so deep I'm convinced I've buried it

I've taken this drug before, I needed another hit

Just a touch to take the edge off, wash it down with guilt

He whispers another bitter lie and I'm believing it

Through his hands I find release

Shut my eyes tight and pray for deliverance

Then he smiles and resolve evaporates

I m weakened and tortured and far too unworthy

But I ve battled this demon and have won before surely?