I understand why I cried
All those times
When I woke up, while I was reading,
When I touched the black and white keys of the piano.
And it wasn't because you broke my heart.
For it to be broken, you would have done something wrong.
But you did nothing except
Made me realize who I wanted to be.
And so I had to cry for
I am alone and who I am because of you.
Even if it was for a brief moment
The book open in my lap
Your soft eyes holding mine
No whisper of I love you
Or any of the sort
Just that I was cute paying more attention to
My book than you.
It was love, whatever it was.