"You're worthless."

"You're painful to look at."

"Go away."

Whispers. Whispers. All around. No faces. Only voices.

"We don't need you."

"Bad luck on our house."

"Sinful soul."

Screaming at the top of my lungs.

"Disaster wherever you go."

"Don't touch anything."

"You're touch burns."

Pulling hair in agony.

"Don't look."

"You're eyes destroy everything."

"No one likes you."

"No one needs you."

Scraping face in frustration.

"Go die in a hole."

"The world could care less."


Clearing tension… seeing truth.

Shaking hand… reaching to

Pulling knife… slicing through.

Line of blood…paling skin.

Fading light… reaching dark.

Endless slumber… pull me through.

This life, this soul… forever yours.

Forever yours.

Déjà vu

"I'm forever yours.

Love you too."

Smiling face. Hopeful eyes. Aaron.

Gasp for air… fight for life.

What am I doing?

Ending my life?

Why? What's wrong?

Nothing… just a little strife.

Wide open eyes.

Looking at the cut.

What to do?

Picking phone.

Who to call?

Aaron. He'll understand.

He always does.

"Baby I'm coming. Stay with me."

Fading vision… hold on tight.

Losing consciousness… fight for your right.

"I'm here. It's ok."

It's ok.

Aaron's here.

If he's here, it's always ok.

"Help. I'm sorry. I wasn't thinking."

"It's ok. You'll be fine. I love you."

I love you too.

No… I'm not suicidal if anyone's concerned. I was just inspired by some works by Dr. Nonsense. Thanks for reading :)