Those Days

To those who have those days.

Those days that make you feel like a piece of shit

Those days that make you feel like you are invisible

Those days that your heart breaks

Those days that you feel alone in a world full of people

To those who feel hurt and angry.

I know how much it hurts.

I know what the heart feel like.

Alone and insignificant

The hurt builds up.

Finally your heart breaks

Your emotions go everywhere

You breakdown.

Unable to face those who love you

IF anyone loves you.

Your mind plays tricks on you

Saying you have no-one.

Your friends start to leave you alone.

They want nothing to do with you

You have changed

Become depressed and angry

Not letting anyone into your heart.

You feel heavy, too many burdens in your heart.

Things that you can never let go

Holding back your tears and emotions

A heavy heart and walls that are strong

You fortify your heart behind steel walls

Thorns on the outside.

No-one put effort into breaking through

You are alone.

In body and mind

You are nothing, but yet you are everything

You want to leave, but yet you cannot.

There is no escape from your heart.

Pain does not help you.

So you come to be just 'alive'

Not having a life, just living.