I sit here with eyes closed
I breath sweet spring air
My heart is strong
I should be singing
I feel I can take on the world
I walk
Ever so slowly to my mirror
I smile at the old woman I see
I guess I should know this woman
She smiles back
Yes
I'm an old woman
Somehow when I wasn't looking
I grew a wrinkle or two
My hair is gray and limp
My hands have spots
My joints ache
I can't stand long on my own
I dream of dancing
Taking long walks
Lifting a child to the sky
Driving in my car...fast
I'm not sure this body even belongs to me
I close my eyes and I feel my youth
I can do these things
I know I can
I open my eyes again and there she is
That old woman
I still smile though
My body may be old
But my heart knows
I am still here