Confusion

Tricking myself into believing,
in the two of us…
Deep inside it's only friendship.
You tell me to let go, but also give me hope.
I hope that time can set me straight.

Seeing you again, it's not over,
Though wishing it was…
Not wanting to hate you.
I stop thinking…
Just to get over you.
I hope you see what's happening,
And stop confusing me.
All I can think of now, is how to hate you.
To settle my wandering heart,
To stop it from beating.