January 3, 2012
Self Reflection 2 – Thoughts (History Repeats)

Flip that switch,
ignite the flame,
pull the trigger,
it's all the same.
Going crazy,
anger drives me
Any day,
Any day now
I'm gonna lose it
it's what history says,
History repeats.
Fighting for myself,
for this sanity
all blended with insane...

Counting down seconds
Will I admit defeat?
Tick Tick Tick
You know what to do
Flip the switch,
here's that itch
Begging for violence
For the end to be
complete
There's nothing left to see
Ignite the flame,
I'll burn out
criss cross criss cross criss cross
Here I'll bleed,
I'll kick, cry, scream
Matches set
Maim me
I won't feel,
won't feel a thing.
I'm too cold,
ice inside,
I live a lie
with a smile
Pull the trigger
baby, pull the trigger
Don't pretend –
Don't act like –
like I matter
Let the bullet rip,
rip through my head
Yes, that's what I,
that's what I said.

So...
So flip that switch,
ignite the flame,
pull the trigger,
it's all the same
going crazy
anger drives me
I'll pop that pill,
You know the drill
History repeats
that's what we're taught
but why,
Why didn't anyone say,
Say,
"So do thoughts"?