hey, everyone! summer break, finally! I feel a little dizzy today, not sure why, and my limbs feel weird. you know the creepy carnival music that plays in the backround as you walk past the broken merry go round in the abandoned circus right before the evil clown jumps out and kills you? for some reason, that's stuck in my head. anyway.

Never The Same.

Screaming colors

Flashing Pulsing

Brighter Darker

NothingLooksTheSame

Marionette

Arms

Wooden joints

Jerking steps

OneTwoThree

Grab the wall

the world twirls and spins

I stumble away

Dizzy Confused

The world bends and warps

Haunting music

Isnt it supposed to be happy?

I cant remember

sounds muffled I hear them through water

I fall HitTheGround

Bright white lights

In my eyes

Cant SEE

Blurred edges unseen colors

Swirling

Cant do this

Cant STAY here

not like this

I want to stop

Want to just LEAVE

But, no.

I want to stay

I think I just want it to change

To

Go back to normal

Happy, like before

But those are just memories

Like broken toys

Try to get up

Rubber limbs

I fall

Nothings the same

Nothing will EVER be the same

I smile weakly

I've lost

Nothing's going to change

I giggle

Burst out laughing

Never the same

Never again

I weep

but the tears

Just blur

Like everything else

StopStopStop

But, no

No stop

My body falls limp

No more.

My muscles loosen

No more.

I smile sadly

as I realize

That I'm done

No MORE.

My eyes stare at nothing

Vacant shell

Life goes on around me

Avoiding me

Goodbye, friends.

goodbye.

oookay, that made me sound like a cuckoo. oh, well. cant be helped. good poetry isn't nessesarily sane poetry. review!