and a day..

Or never

here to stay..


Such fleeting moments,

I always thought they'd last

So free and open,

the friendships of our past


Free to grow and bloom,

endure the test of time

Lasting as the moon,

like radiant sunshine..

. . . . . . . . .


i'm sure..


so pure..


I felt accepted,

your kindness was unending

you were receptive,

our thoughts and feelings blending


you may never know,

what that really meant to me

never got to show,

you're what every friend should be..

. . . . . . . . .






wishing you would stay,

though i've never been the selfish type

pushing you away,

so my pain filled eyes fall from your sight


better be worth it,

make every god damned moment matter

it won't be perfect,

may softened tears flow, fall, and spatter..

. . . . . . . . .

Sweet sorrow,

i'll cope..


brings hope..


the shift of the earth,

will always bring the infinite change

to death from the birth,

born of a womb of smoldering flame


how could i have known,

of such despair i'd find such a friend

i know i have grown,

you've changed me.. and i'll find you again..