Forever

and a day..

Or never

here to stay..

.

Such fleeting moments,

I always thought they'd last

So free and open,

the friendships of our past

.

Free to grow and bloom,

endure the test of time

Lasting as the moon,

like radiant sunshine..

. . . . . . . . .

Inevitable,

i'm sure..

Unforgettable,

so pure..

.

I felt accepted,

your kindness was unending

you were receptive,

our thoughts and feelings blending

.

you may never know,

what that really meant to me

never got to show,

you're what every friend should be..

. . . . . . . . .

Shamefully

alone..

Painfully

bemoan..

.

wishing you would stay,

though i've never been the selfish type

pushing you away,

so my pain filled eyes fall from your sight

.

better be worth it,

make every god damned moment matter

it won't be perfect,

may softened tears flow, fall, and spatter..

. . . . . . . . .

Sweet sorrow,

i'll cope..

Tomorrow,

brings hope..

.

the shift of the earth,

will always bring the infinite change

to death from the birth,

born of a womb of smoldering flame

.

how could i have known,

of such despair i'd find such a friend

i know i have grown,

you've changed me.. and i'll find you again..