Getting in Touch

(So we meet again.

It's been awhile hasn't it?)

I know I've been avoiding you, but-

(But what?)

I can't figure out why…

(…)

…you see

I'm just so…

(Desperate?)

I want to cry every day, but it's just so hard to be with you!

No! Stay! Please!

I'm so sorry…

(That won't make up to this.)

Can't you see I'm trying? Can't you see how much I'm struggling?

(Look-)

Give me a chance! Let me explain.

For so long I have relied solely on you to get by. But he came along

and somehow I forgot you. Somehow I forgot how it felt to sit here and

watch your cursor disappear behind beautiful words.

Somehow the connection between those words and my feelings got cut.

I don't understand why I can't write you like I used to.

You were a part of me, but now it doesn't seem that way.

It doesn't excuse the fact that I avoided you, but I want to make it right.

I want to learn how to be with you again, but you have to know that

I'm not alone anymore. Walk away if you want, but I'm not giving up.

(I've missed you.)

I've missed you, too.