I wonder about feelings, and what they mean.
I stare out of windows blankly
I recite my theories to any ears that will listen
Sometimes even on ears that don't want to
And yet, I never find an answer
I know what the answer to my question is
It's at the center of my heart,
Just take a right
And you'll find it
Sitting there, reading a book
Wondering what took me so damn long to find it
It's because, I never wanted an answer
I walk past it
Take a left instead of a right
All of my pondering, my thinking
The constant theories I recite
Are all but fiction
Something to keep me away from an answer
It's there, right there!
I can't see it
I'm afraid, terrified
Is it real this time, or is it fake?
Do I want to know this answer?
…What is an answer?
You know the answer.
Just turn right,
And walk straight,
To the center of my heart.
I will find it,
Reading a book
Waiting, and wondering what took it so damn long to find me.
To find my answer.