The feelings restless inside of me
The thoughts inside getting scary
Dawn comes and it's all over
It's not as if I'm not sober.
The nightmares not just at night,
but even worse when it's light;
put on a mask just to get through
that's why it doesn't bother you.
Crying inside I fake a smile
maybe this feeling could last for a while?
Reality returns, I mutter a curse,
but stop before those thoughts emerse.
The sky grows dull, the sun has set,
just one last thing to regret…
My body grows numb, as all returns
The fire inside me, as always, burns.