Plagued Existence
(11/5/2010)
The feelings restless inside of me
The thoughts inside getting scary
Dawn comes and it's all over
It's not as if I'm not sober.
.
The nightmares not just at night,
but even worse when it's light;
put on a mask just to get through
that's why it doesn't bother you.
.
Crying inside I fake a smile
maybe this feeling could last for a while?
Reality returns, I mutter a curse,
but stop before those thoughts emerse.
.
The sky grows dull, the sun has set,
just one last thing to regret…
My body grows numb, as all returns
The fire inside me, as always, burns.