I know that it's not your fault

but I really have to know

do you feel the same way I do

I really don't want to go

I know I'm kind of a spaz

and I knew you'd leave all along

or maybe I'm just being stupid

my trust has never been strong

I'm not being fair to you

and I know it's not fair to me

but the reason that I am so scared

is I'm not who you want me to be

I know I'll just let you down

or maybe you'll just let me fall

I'm sorry if I ever failed you

but the orders you make are too tall

Maybe I should try harder

You can't; you don't even know

that I'm falling out of your favor

and I'll land down in hell below