I know you know the story

of when I was young,

of when I was innocent,

and couldn't hold my tongue.

I know I've said some bad things,

things that I now regret,

things that when I finished speaking

I wanted to forget.

And now I'll say a new thing,

and I don't know how you'll react,

when I tell you how I'll be hanging,

or taking pills, in fact

I'm not sure if I can tell you

maybe I should just not

because I know that if I tell you

you'll tell and I'll get caught.