She was unsure of her heart and was unable to discover the dreams that she dreamt for. It was not an easy task being at work all day but only actually working for a few hours a day. Her heart longed for more but what could be more satisfying than the job she held. She had followed her heart and worked with her passions, children and horses. But what she longed for most was human connection. She had never been very good with people but was good at putting on a mask. She doubted her friends and was insecure in her affections. There were only a few people with whom she put all her trust in and knew would not leave her. On many things in life she had given up hope. She had a desire for love but was not interested in pursuing it and had decided the best option was to wait it out and let her prince charming find and chase her, she was no longer in the game. Her heart flew when she rode her beloved Arabian mount and her heart longed no more until she left her horse and stables for the day. If only her heart was fixable. She believed she was broken. So many had come and gone and she no longer had the desire to be outgoing and social.