My hips angrily twitch in protest
Your eyes smile with confidence as that wet thick tongue continues
its assault
My lips curl in frustration, should I moan?
If I don't, what will you say to others? Will we be over?
Wait...are we even a we?
My stomach gags in horror, I hate the wetness
My body has betrayed my mind, I feel you smirk with triumph as you
savagely lick swirling your tongue against my...body.
I want to leave, my fingers thrust into your hair and push
You fight back harder, clamping on my hips..to my lips
Let me go! I want to be free
You continue sucking and moaning
While I sit there wondering when you will stop
I wince as your teeth gently sink in
Who told you that was pleasurable?
My tongue crawls to the back of my mouth in shame
Unable to get the courage to speak out
To help me
I close my eyes and wait for you to done
I imagine pulling up my underwear, my leggings and going home
You will kiss me, I will kiss back
I know I will cry later in my bed
I know I will regret it...until loneliness drives me back
Then I will respond to your text and promise to return
Hating myself all over again