Warnings: This is a dark story. It has graphic descriptions of rape and torture, abusive language, mentions of alcohol and very very messed up people. However, I do like happy endings. The end will definitely not be a tragedy, though it may be sad.


They say that when you lose your virginity, it's supposed to be special. You should feel cherished in those moments. Like you're finally growing up. Becoming a woman or a man.

Well, I didn't feel any of that. I just felt...numb. As he forced himself inside me, I tried not to feel the harsh concrete grating against my skin. Tried to ignore his dirty fingers touching me everywhere. Tried not to listen to his high-pitched moans, and his exclamations of 'slut' and 'whore.'

I closed my eyes and tried to pretend I didn't exist.