Stuck in Dreamland

Like a breeze you came into my life,

Making yourself known,

A fresh breathe of air,

Swirling around me,

Before leaving.

Taking hold of my hand,

You lead me down an unknown path,

Leaving me at the crossroads,

Of the past and present,

Unsure on which to follow,

Should I move forward into an unknown world?

Or should I stay in the present?

Unknown world of undiscovered treasures,

Or stay where change is inevitable,

But they're small.

I watch you float around others,

Interacting and connecting,

Is it me or just my imagination?

You seem happier with others,

Yet here I am, believing everything you told me.

The laughter you bring out of me,

Was this a ploy for you to feel better?

The tears that you can evoke from me,

Are these just tests to see your influence on me?

What is real and what is not?

My mind and heart has become unclear,

My heart aches when I see you with others,

And yet I know it will never be between us.

In my heart and my mind I know I need to let go,

But can I? Or will you let me?

Like the ending of a book,

Its time for me to say goodbye,

And close the last page,

To this chapter of my life,

Maybe we will return to this place someday.

Maybe somewhere in time,

We were meant to be,

But for now,

Its not meant to be,

Goodbye is all that is left to be said now.