The world has stopped
And my soul slowly
Dies within me.
My body hurts
And it's as if,
An earthquake has shattered my soul.
My body is split into two parts,
And it's unbearable
The cracks within my soul
Are filled with deep sorrow.
Sorrow that is deep as the ocean,
And wide as the canyon.
How can this be so?
Shouldn't I be happy?
Don't people love me?
No. Everything is just a delusion.
How can someone love me?
I am nothing and will be nothing.
I do the only thing I can do.
Be kind and loving.
Without showing my emotions.
Only in the depth of night where
I silently cry, as wind to the night.
Only the King, knowing my sorrow.