Stop Taking Things For Granted
"I don't care."
"I don't want this."
"I'm not going to…"
Why do you take what you have for granted?
It makes me mad when all I hear are those words.
They spill forth from your lips so easily.
I want what you've got.
I can't have what you've got.
It's not fair.
You'd never hear me complain so.
I never ever complained when I had what you've got.
It enrages me so that all I hear from you are words I would never say.
Why would you not value what you've got?
I suppose the same could be said about me.
I've got the stress free tasks, right?
It's not stress free at all.
I'm one of the most socially awkward people you would ever meet.
Of course what I've got is just as stressful.
It may be even more stressful.
It depends on a lot of things.
I hate the way you express distaste at what you've got.
You've got what I've wanted.
You've got what I can't have.
Stop taking every single thing for granted.
Value what you've got right now.
Stop looking for excuses not to care.
Own up to your actions.
It may not matter to you.
It definitely matters to me.
Take the moments as you go.
Don't make excuses not to.
This is your life.
This is a task I want, but can't have.
Don't you get it?
Of course you don't understand.
You never understand me at all.
You think I'm just some lazy fool who doesn't care.
You think I've got a free ride in what I do.
I do what I do out of love.
I love what I do, but I want to take the next step upward.
It's something I want.
It's something I cannot have.
I may always want it, but never receive it.
What's not to get about that?
No one ever listens to me.
No one ever hears my voice.
There is this tune ringing inside of my heart.
It's in every fiber of my being.
It's in my very soul.
I'm not just some soulless freak like some of you think.
I have a heart.
I have a mind.
I'm not just some tool used for humanity.
You can't do with me whatever you like.
You can't say to me things with such disgust.
I know you don't like me.
You probably never will like me.
This doesn't mean you can treat me with such distaste.
I'm tired of the way I'm treated.
I've had enough.
I want to stand my ground.
I want to let you know things.
I'm not problematic.
Maybe you're the one who is problematic.
I don't go running my mouth like you do.
I don't claim that I'm useless like you do.
I can do what my heart tells me to do.
Just like that, I can do it just as much as you.
I feel things I can no longer hold back.
I feel things I want to bring forth into this world.
I cannot hold them down.
They boil up inside of me.
I want you to know what's up.
You can't just treat me the way you have been.
I don't like it.
Stop taking every single little thing for granted.
Do what you do.
Do it with heart.
Give it all you've got.
Don't come up with that negative attitude of yours.
My ears have heard enough.
My heart hurts for what I've heard.
It's not right.
It's not fair.