When everyone you thought you knew
Deserts your fight, I'll go with you
You're facin' down a dark hall
I'll grab my light and go with you

I'll go with you, I'll go with you
I'll go with you, I'll go with you
I'll go with you, I'll go with you
I'll go with you

Surrounded and up against a wall
I'll shred 'em all and go with you
When choices end, you must defend
I'll grab my bat and go with you

I'll go with you, I'll go with you
I'll go with you, yeah

Stay with me, no, you don't need to run
Stay with me, my blood, you don't need to run
Stay with me, no, you don't need to run
Stay with me, my blood, you don't need to run

If there comes a day
People posted up at the end of your driveway
They're callin' for your head and they're callin' for your name
I'll bomb down on 'em, I'm comin' through
Do they know I was grown with you?
If they're here to smoke, know I'll go with you
Just keep it outside, keep it outside, yeah

Stay with me, no, you don't need to run
Stay with me, my blood, you don't need to run
Stay with me, no, you don't need to run
Stay with me, my blood, you don't need to run

You don't need to run, you don't need to run
You don't need to run, you don't need to run

If you find yourself in a lion's den
I'll jump right in and pull my pin
And go with you

I'll go with you, I'll go with you
I'll go with you, I'll go with you (you don't need to run)
I'll go with you, I'll go with you (you don't need to run)
My blood, I'll go with you, yeah

Stay with me, no, you don't need to run
Stay with me, my blood, you don't need to run
Stay with me, no, you don't need to run
Stay with me, my blood, you don't need to run

You don't need to run, you don't need to run
You don't need to run, you don't need to run

Stay with me, no, you don't need to run
Stay with me, my blood

I listened intently to the song. I blinked as tears flowed down my face. I remebered my best friends. My best friends in middle school. Goddamn I missed them. But I'll always go with them.

I'll go with you.

I remembered my friends from Elementary School. When I had left to another middle school. And when I found out that one of them became a troublemaker, and another one wasn't even trying at school. It hurt. I felt my heart break into pieces. Every time I thought I had finally made friends, actual friends I always had them taken away from me. As soon as they came as soon they were gone. As if I had a curse on me.

Stay with me, no, you don't need to run, stay with me, my blood.

Crap. that line hurt. Because I didn't want them to run away. I wanted them to stay. Because they were my blood. The only ones I had to talk too. At home I was alone, and music was my only escape. But at school... I had friends and music and that's what made it better.

When everyone, you thought you knew...

I felt my heart crack and sink even deeper. At last in middle school I had found friends. People whom I felt that I actually belonged with. People whom which I laughed and had fun with. In which music wasn't my only company. No. I had my blood there.

My blood.

Yet no matter what they'd done, or even if they'd forgotten about me. I'll never forget them, becuase they were my blood. And I'll always go with them. Always.

Do they know I was grown with you?

Shit. Did anyone know that I cared about my middle school friends? Did they know? Those friends were ones I could relate too and talk to with no fear of getting judged or hurt. With no fear at all.

I wanted to go with them.

I felt regret and guilt bite back at me as I listened the song more and more.

FUCK!

Why?! Why?!

Why did I spend so little time with actual good friends?

Was it me?

Was it them?

Why?!

Now, I couldn't see my blood anymore. We had gone on seperate schools and I'd never see them again. My 'best' friends in elementary school had told me in my face with no emotion that when I came I had ruined many friendships, just because I came. I was a first grader, it was a new school, I was nervous I wanted to befriend people and here comes one of my 'best' friends telling me that I had ruined many friendships as she showed me the yearbook. I felt my heart crack. I felt tears come to my eyes, that lump form in my throat. I hated it.

Why couldn't my blood, my actual middle school friends, my actual blood stay with me a little longer? Why did they have to leave so soon?

Stay with me, no, you don't need to run...Stay with me, my blood!

If I could scream those lines to my friends in Middle school I would've, we had so little time together, and they'll always remain the best friends I ever had.

To the very end.

For they were my friends, my blood.

I'll go with you...

Always.


A/N: This was very emotional for me and I know there are some people feeling confilcted like me. And you know what, I'm here for you. I will be glad to be your blood.