The smallest mistakes stick with you forever

You clam up and hide in your room

Try not to bother anyone

Nothing makes you happy

You'll feel better for a second and smile

But the grayness soon returns

Your parents love you and your brother is kind

You feel worthless, undeserving of love

Loud voices freeze you in place

Not angry, just talking

You feel like you can't relate

Can't think of anything to say

The world is a scary place

Want to escape into a cartoon world

Tired of it all

Can't move

Tired of making mistakes

Tired of being a burden

Wishing things had gone differently

Wishing you were brave