I yearn for you

Every second

I yearn for your light

I hate the person I am inside

Humbled by your light

I can never win

my convictions all wrong

I want to embrace your presence

But I fear I don't belong

Hold me tight

In my heart

And draw me to your world

Because every night

I lay awake

Burdened with my soul

Blackened so easy with ash

I wish to be washed clean

I yearn for your light

And nothing inbetween

Just give me a chance

As many as I need

And then one day

I'll have you

Just as you have me