Written on 4/15/21
Was everything you showed to me a ploy?
but with every single call, I would heed
in youth, every single day you destroy
and continue to watch me as I bleed
far into the dark, I would try to scream
as I saw you, I would try to avoid
I saw all of my small tears, they would stream
and fall silently into the dark void
I honestly feel a lot like Atlas
never been able to hold my weight high
But a shift in my core central axis
May allow me to look at the bright sky
Talking with others has helped me to cope
And hopefully, I may have found hope?