Surprise, surprise

Was it all made up of lies?

The leaving, the heartbreak that felt like betrayal

Or was that just your own portrayal?

I thought you would come find me

instead you never showed and let it be

The silence, the distance grows with each passing day

an ever-present reminder of the trap of love you lay

You made me fall hard

only to leave me with a broken heart

My eyes still search for you everywhere I go

but still memories linger as sunflowers grow

I will never see your face anymore,

I resign myself to stop watching my front door

Awaiting the knock I thought would surely come

But why?

You've already gone