Always seeking, never speaking

The mind is wandering
In a confined space, without knowing
The emotional tries to reach
Something so far away it doesn't exist
The body strong and steady
Frozen and numb like icy stone

The body keeps the head together
Like an iron cage, cold and reliable
The emotional wants to break this cage
And finally reunite with the long-gone dream
Leaving the mind confused and clueless


Always show, but never tell

Divided, tear apart, I don't know where to go
So many paths, but fake ones
Delusions and mad hopes

I want many things that are never to happen
Lost, nauseous, numb
Wanting, sad, alive

Something was stolen from me
I want it back
But now, it doesn't exist anymore

Something was stolen from me
I don't know what it was
But I want it back

I know I should let it go
Because the thought of it is unbearable
Yet I don't know what it was

I know I should let it go
It's killing me alive
Because the thought of it is unbearable

It's killing me alive
But I want it back
To be one again