I keep hiding in my room.
I built mausoleums to what we lost,
I built myself this little tomb.
I keep on giving out little pieces of my soul,
To undeserving demons who only play a role.
You'd think that by now I'd know that angelic charm
Is the best way to hide the propensity to cause harm.
But if I learn my lesson then I don't know
Who I'll become and where I'll have to go.
And so,
I keep hiding in my room,
To shield myself from your hostile frost,
I built myself this little tomb.
I keep on giving out second, second chances,
I make space for life's complexities and nuances.
You'd think that by now I'd spot a crew of men
Who sit around criticizing non-conforming women.
But if I learn to not trust then I don't know
Who I'll become and where I'll have to go.
And so,
I keep hiding in my room,
The sobs dying in my throat is the cost,
I built myself this little tomb.