2waiting
insecurities
Here i sit
A blank notebook in my lap
Waiting with a pen in hand
The whiteness of canvas-like page a challenge
Do i draw? Do i write?
"Are you good enough?"
I watch and watch
I strain my imperfect eyes
For something to happen
Did i miss something?
For neurons to fire and
"Catch one good thing. One good idea"
For images to appear
To turn into a painting, with word or color
Something good and
With beauty that can justify life
Something worthy
To leave behind
Something presentable
With my name as a footnote
Just a bit of color
Even if it lasts only for a second
To lighten this ever graying world
A/N : this is my attempt at writing a contrapuntal poem. huge shoutout to /two-bees-poetry on tumblr, it was her poems and tutorial that inspire me :3 (i do wish this site has right-align to format thing XD oh well.