Entry. How did we get to this?

I watched one of my friends die in my arms. My associates. And she tried to remember how we got to this. When my painted life turned in the wrong direction. It seemed that an eternity flashed between today and then. Full of adventures and losses. It was at this time that I met those whom today I can safely entrust with life.

The building collapsed and a frantic cry broke through my thoughts:

Soj, we have to flee. You have to throw him... Because... Soj. We need you," a woman's voice sounded.

But there seemed to be something in his throat. I couldn't move. A trickle of blood ran down his head. The whole body was in abrasions. But I didn't feel pain. My black leather suit was all torn. Nothing betrayed a leader in me. I was broken.

But to understand me, we have to go back. The day it all began. On a day that changed everything. And I didn't even suspect. And maybe even further.