1You would feel so badly for me. I know you will
Do you know how horrible depressed I am now
The World around me makes feel insecuire so
many days of the year I cry myself to sleep why
can you see the way you treat me everyday...
Do I like getting yelled at for everything I do?
Do I like getting dirty looks when I dont do
so well on my report card or on an exam?
Do I like being blamed for everything that
goes wrong in this house or in the world?
Do I like being alone having no one to talk
or confide in because you dont like that person?
You make me wish I died everyday of my life.
I wish I died those five years ago in February
Do you remember that day when i was in 4th
grade? I dont think you would. What were you
doing while I was on the ground bleeding to
my grave? Oh yes you were watching television
Ignoring my pleas for help because you thought
watching some girl meeting her father was much
more important than my poor little life...
You what I wish everyday before I rest my little eyes?
For a better life than the life I live everyday in queens
That I have a family that charish my gifts and support
my every decision good or bad. I know it will never come
true. I have to deal with a family that does little for me.
How did I find the few talents I possess? In school...
You say you dont favor one child than the other and that
you love me and my sister equally. that is a whole bunch
of bullshit. If you loved us equally you wouldnt treat me
the way you do.. I hope I never turn out like you because
that would be so horrible. thanks a lot for life mother...