All along I thought it was for real, but you deceived me instead. Tell me, did you get what you wanted from me? That I don't know. I've been a fool to believe, but now I know...
And NO, I won't believe you again
No, I won't trust you no more: The way you betrayed me before (Never gonna happen again)
No, I'm not gonna see you: Cause you never really wanted to see me
No, you don't have to be there: When I needed you, you were nowhere
No you don't need to come: I waited and waited-you never came
No, you don't need to lie: Cause I always knew you were
No, I don't need happiness from you: Your impression tells me you never intended to
No, I won't be there: Because I'm somewhere else
No, I don't need cheers: All along you gave me jeers
No, you don't need to be sweet: In your heart you were always bitter
No, I don't need your friendship: All along we never had a relationship
No, I'm not your light: There are others out there
No, you're not my light: You're only my darkness
No, you're not my knight: When I was in need you couldn't even fight
No, I don't need courage nor confidence: You always out me down/believed I was a coward
No, I was never right: You believed I was wrong
No, you don't need to listen to me: When I ask you what I said, you say "I didn't hear"
No, you don't need to pretend: I always knew you had
No, you don't need to remember me: We don't have any memories
No, you don't need to care: All the time I was only a scare
No, I don't need your pride: Fear is what you gave me
No, I won't say yes: You'll say I'm only a pest
No, you don't need me: I only get in the way
No, you don't need my love: You never paid attention to it
No, I don't need your love: Because it's not real
No, there's no truth: It's all a LIE
No, I'm just someone: That's why I became a pawn
No, I'm not your angel: Cause you say I'm hell's princess
No, I won't stay: Cause you just want to play
No, I'm not dumb, or stupid, or lame, or an idiot because I have learned that I:
Never again be lured in your trap
Never again be played by you
Never again be hurt by you
Never again to believe what's not real
Never again should I trust you
Never again will I be a pawn
Never again would I be deceived.
But only the future holds the truth and answers to my questions. Waiting is forever-but-sometimes forever is never, but who knows. Should I wait all through eternity for happiness, answers, love and healing?
"Today I die, tomorrow I go on a never ending journey."
We only have one life to live.