it was a suffusion of mist and heather, upwelling
slowly into contours
o arches, twisting
and entwining,
and i grew wings.
spreading grandeur and light, i ravelled forms
s and intricate you
would have smiled.
you were unsmiling.
and you tore at the gold with
hands of wretched beauty, wound
sable into woven glory
clipped my wings that purled, still artlessly around
fingers of blood.
broken feathers ebbing, i thought they looked
like fallen spirits convoluting
in betrayed
petals of russet,
and then i think
you smiled.
i began my decent, howling colours licking
voraciously at the
soles of earth-stained feet
not flying,i
plunged, deeper, eyes unseeing, pearly-
sheens but a slight obscurity.