lovely hopeful take my hand
for weeping waters shower the land
please don't let me die alone
i live here now, on my own
i hate god and all his lies
along with his angels in disguise
raging rivers swept me away
now on a rocky bank is where i lay
blood just trickled down my wrist
adding yet another problem to my list
looking back on life, seeing many regrets
I think I've failed just about all the tests