What if for a moment, I forgot that you were in my life?
Forgot the happiness your presence brought to me?
Forgot the pain our parting bestowed upon my heart?
Ah, what sweet bliss that ignorance would be...
to forget an angel, the very idea of impossibility.

How could I forget that shining angel?
An angel garbed as a boy of darkest hair and haunted eyes?
The one angel I should ever wish to be blessed with the gift of seeing?
How could I forget that face that haunts my deepest dreams?
How could I forget you, my wild bird of prey?

Do you even remember me?
Does an angel morn the loss of this undeserving mortal?
Ah, if only... if only I could see you just one more time...
for even your picture bears no likeness of your perfection...
it could never capture your beauty... nothing could...

Do you remember that you called me a bitch?
That I laughingly agreed?
Do you remember that I never called you anything but your name?
I remember that you won that game, even though I always win...
maybe I let you... I'm not even sure myself...

So I was a bitch, a jerk, an annoyance...
well, you were a dick, never told you that did I?
But you were funny and incredibly sweet too...
even when you called me a bitch...
I took that as a complement, even though I pretended I didn't...

I remember sharing lunch with you, never knowing if we were just friends...
you pretended I'd poisoned that jelly bean... I wanted to hug you then...
My friends liked you too... your friends were mine, whether you knew that or not...
last year seems like so long ago... even though it really wasn't...
I wish I could just cry and forget, but something stops me... I wish it wouldn't...

I wish I could see you again.