all of this pain is tearing me apart
i used to always be happy,
but now i don't even have a heart
i'm in a constant battle
with the thoughts in my mind
should i keep living?
or should i commit suicide?
i feel bad for myself sometimes
i wish sombody knew how i felt
no one understands,
no one can help
there's nothing left to do,
no reason left to live
all these feelings i hide,
nothing left to give
everytime i cut it makes me feel so good
no one understands,
god i wish they could.