7This Space Between Us
written by: artsydoll
He's trying to break my heart.
I claim to have no interest in him anymore, but when I
watched him from my classroom door, my heart literally fell through the
carpeted floor.
He had his arm linked with another girl.
-"I don't love him anymore."-
I'm really not sure how I feel. I'm just confused.I think.
Everything is going wrong!
Sometimes, I get really excited and think, I'll talk to him
today when I see him after class.
And when I see him from across the hall, I clam up and run away,
as he says, "like a bat out of hell."
I'm ruining this relationship, just like I did with my very first
boyfriend. I know it. Sometimes I don't care. Sometimes I just sit there and
sulk and feel sorry for myself.
And sometimes I feel sorry for him too.
-"Suck it up, girl! Suck it up and pretend you hate his guts!
Remember what he did to you?"-
I remember it well. But it seems so insignificant now and I feel
stupid for being mad about it.
-"Did I go overboard?"-
-"I can't tell you what to do. Do what you think is right."-
But I don't know what's right! I don't know, I don't know!
I wish he'd say something to me.
-"But this is what you wanted, right? You wanted him out of your
way because you fell for someone else, right?!"-
NO! That someone already has a girlfriend! I didn't want him to go
away! I just wanted him to give me some
SPACE!
Author Notes: Well, I don't know how you felt about that, but I hope
you liked it. It's my first upload. ^^ Please, no flames. I could say what inspired
this piece, but it's a really long story. Trust me. Hehe.
-artsydoll, '01