36 votive candles
Burning in my room
The overpowering aroma
Of patchouli incense
And Rachmaninov's piano concerto no. 2 in C minor
Softly lapping at my ears.
My own personal theme music
All that's missing to finish the cliche
Is an unlit cigarette
And a half-emptied bottle
Of spice rum with a glass beside it.
Piano keys piercing my soul
So soft
I half expect the bottle to shatter
But the bottle is not there,
Just me
Staring at the black & white photos
I taped to my writing desk.