1You're nothing
You are because
Of me.
Your personality
Means nothing to anyone
Without your hatred
Without our fights.
You should feel alone
You are alone.
Everyone loves me
Because I hate you
I'm right
You're wrong.
You flaunt it
But I know the truth
You need me
I'm your life
I flow through
your veins
you use me
to satisfy your urge
to feel alive
everyone likes you now
because you hate me
but now I'm annie
and you can't touch me
you can't touch us
and she hates you too
but she's different than me.
She hates you in a different way
She writes those stories mommy
Those aren't me
Those aren't who I am
Those are Annie's
Those are Del's.
Who's Del?
I guess she's someone too
They just keep coming
I can't stop them
Make them stop
Devlyn came without warning.
And rachel and eve
Who are they, mom?
Why won't you help me?
Can't you see?
They're here to take my hate
Away from me.
But I need it.
I need it to feel alive.
What are those cuts
On my wrists?
Nothing.
Nothing.
I didn't do it
Annie did it
Because she needs to feel alive.
She can't hate anymore
If she hates, people will think things
People will talk about her
People say that she's a witch
Or a lesbian
Seventh graders.
Damnit. They're idiots
What do they know about hate?
Annie knows me.
Annie sees who I am.
And now we write stories together
And in the end we die
Or they die
Doesn't matter as long as there's blood.
As long as someone gets something in the end
But life isn't fair
That's why annie's sent to places
She doesn't want to be
Let her out
Let her out
I'm suffocating in here.
Give me a gun
Give me a knife
Give me a goddamn broken mirror
Before I kill someone
Must channel the energy
I can't kill people,
So I kill myself
But I can't
I can't.
Why can't I just die?
I must be a god
We're all gods now
Annie and del, and dev and eve.
We're immortal.
Lets write about it.
Write it down before it gets out
Before someone steals it
Before our hate is forgotten
Kill them. Kill them all
I'm a bubble ready to pop
Don't make me pop.
But what's that?we're moving away
Thank god
Thank god. Thank god.
A new beginning.
I'm going to get my ears piereced
Wear lots of makeup
Be the annie that dana saw me as
Not as I see myself.
Ugly. Fat. Annoying.
That little dorky girl without friends
don't I have friends, mom?
You said it was a new beginning.
You said it was okay
It must be annie
Kill her.
Relief.
Annie's gone, annie's gone.
Where's my hate?
What's this?
You mean, you like me?
You're popular.
Why do you like me?
I'm a nobody from Colorado.
But...I'm cool?
I don't understand.
Okay. I'll go out with you.
I love you.
I'm smiling.
I smile a lot now.
Wow.
I go to a school
Where kids are just like me
They love me
And I love them.
What's this, dad?
We're moving back?
But I have friends
I'm cool.
I'm with the crowd now.
I can't go back
Those people hate me
Like I hated them
Home again.
A new school.
New people.
I hate them
They hate me.
In a friendly sort of way.
So, I go back.
Look, it's sarah.
Look it's adam and Kat.
Where have you all been?
Where have I been?
Why are things different now?
I don't hate.
Oh look, it's that girl
The one I hate.
She needs me to live.
But what?
I don't care.
I'm better than her.
I'm cool, and she's alone.
But wait, it's like a movie.
This shouldn't be happening.
I'm suppose to go back to things as they were
Where's Annie?
Where's Dana?
What's that mom?
You want to put me in therapy?
I'm the happiest I've ever been
And I'm going to therapy?
You're a little late there.
I could have died.
I did for a while.
Lots of pills.
But I'm happy.
I don't need pills.
Shots. Pain. Pills.
Why are you doing this to me?
I'm happy. I'm always happy now.
But what is happiness
When you can't really tell anymore
Paste on a smile.
Because if you don't
They'll give you a shot.
Hello, who are you?
Jerry? What a nice name.
Will you be my friend?
What are you doing on the ceiling jerry?
Why are you angry?
Because I'm angry?
I am angry.
I don't hate them.
I'm just angry
Because I can't feel anymore.
There's a dog living in the attic
I can hear him barking
The house is alive
It moves. It turns things on
There's a noise in the basement
I'm not scared.
Why should I be scared
I have no emotions
I smile.
I smile
It's what the normal kids do.
Why aren't you smiling?
Smile for the camera
But theirs is no camera
Yes there is
In the mirror
Can't you hear it clicking?
Why are you in my closet, jerry?
Want to go see the shrink with me?
We'll throw things in her office
And we'll have a good time.
Life is all about having a good time
If I do that, I'll find happiness.
But, what are those cuts on my wrists?
They're not a cry for help.
They're just something stupid I do
Look
They're not even that deep
Really.
What's that jerry?
Why are you so angry all the time.
I'm not why are you?
What's that noise coming from my closet?
And under my bed.
I hope it's the goblin king
Coming to make me his bride.
I would marry him
Even if he were mean to people
So long as he loved me
I have no sentiment
Throw everything out
Paint your room white.
Draw pictures and hide them.
Rip them up.
What's wrong with you?
You can't do anything right.
Why do you sleep so much?
Why do you stay up late?
I need time
I need time to feel alive
I make the most out of every night
It could be my last
It could be my first
Time plays tricks on you
What happened to Sunday?
What? What day did you say it was?
Was I at school yesterday?
Was I at work?
Why are the numbers jumping around on the page.
See that 2 there? Why is it a five?
That's not the right answer sarah.
Wait. I'm the one who's wrong
But the nubmers are jumping
Look
They're playing basketball.
I'm not a druggy
I'm not that kind of girl.
Who are you?
Are you a real person or a fake person?
Good or bad witch?
Which is the witch?
Hi Brian.
If I act happy around you
Will you like me?
You will?
You want me to be your girlfriend?
But this isn't love.
I hate you.
But I can't say no.
No. no. no. no. yes.
Why don't you talk to me anymore?
I don't care. I don't need you
I'm not whole anyway.
Why did I think you would make me
I hate men.
I wanted a relationship so deep
It couldn't tear us away
But normal people don't want that
They want a late night fling.
And I want to see the worlds largest ball of twine.
Hey, we all have our goals.
But why do I need these pills?
You want my blood?
You can't have it
I made it
It's mine.
But where are you taking me?
To get better? But I am getting better
You said the pills would help
I'm happy, see?
I'm smiling, and laughing.
But why can't I stop?
Why won't these drugs work on me?
Send her home. We broke her. send her home.
It's not nice to break people
At least that's what the little men living
Under my bed say
Don't break people, daddy
It's not nice, stop it.
Jerry.
What did you do?
Why is there a palm tree in my room?
The dog in the attic wants to come out
Oh god
He's dying
Help him help him
What did you say?
I can't hear you over the noise
What noise?
The noise in my head
Let people think you're deaf.
But there's a static sound
I can't get rid of it.
And the dots
There are so many little dots
There's so much air between them and I
Wow. Look at this.
If I wave my hand in the air, like this
Hey'll do it back.
How can they do that?
Through all that air?
It must be hard to see.
There's so much air
I hate it.
Make it stop, make it stop.
Even when I sleep
It goes on and on.
It's like morphine.
How do I know what morphine's like?
I don't know. I don't remember
The air is doing something bad to me.
It's hurting me
I can't breathe
Stop it stop it.
There's just so much space to fill
And I'm just so small
When will it stop?