6People need faith to move on
They can’t function on their own
All it is is bullshit!
All you’ve got to do is think logically
Religion’s existed forever
But where is it when you need it?
Certainly not where you go looking.
I try so hard to believe
But it’s so difficult
My reasoning gets in the way
Blinds me…
Where is the truth?
I really am confused
And alone.
But why does faith stare me in the face
But remain just out of my reach?
The Gods of a lifetime
Don’t seem to exist
They’re supposed to be there for guidance
Hope
Faith
Means
But why do they hide from me?
I’m searching
And trying to find the answers
I honestly think I don’t believe anymore
I feel like my home and my hope and my faith
Were stolen from me
But it’s I who did the stealing
I don’t think I want to see
What was raised in me
Am I the one who’s hiding?
Lost?
Wanting what I can’t have?
What’s not available to me?
Why
Why
Why does it hide?
Why do I hide?
Where do I turn?
What do I do?
I’m in a cave
With no beginning or end
I walk and walk
It’s endless
I start to run
Nothing can be seen
I trip and fall
But there’s no one to pick me up
No one beside me
The darkness surrounds me
I’m alone
The superficiality of the world
Comes crashing down on my shoulders
I collapse under the weight
The weight I shouldn’t have to bear
I’m lost
Not found
Blind
I don’t see
Grace left my heart to fear
And does not relieve it
It’s still wretched, that grace
I’m still blind
In the dark
Alone
A tear slips down my cheek
Followed by more
When will it end?
My loneliness?
Please someone, answer my cry