Lovely Butterfly

i stay awake at night crying
while the world is asleep
caught up in whirlwind
of happy little bees
dancing in my head
over and over again
all i could do is cry
for i fail to compare
to the lovely butterfly
i'm trapped in a net
of no escape
and i'm suffering
the most painful pain
wondering when i'll be able
to chew through the weavings
of this spindled web
the spider comes across
but she proceeds to bury me deeper
in the darkest of darks
i envy the moonlight
so i stay awake and cry
wondering why
i fail to compare
to the lovely butterfly
where did i go wrong?
what has happened to me?
who has stolen my gem?
who will give it back to me?
why won't this tornado end?