I’m losing touch

I’m crying

Sitting here

By myself

In the dark

I seem to always cry

I can’t hold on

I’m losing touch with what’s really there

I need those joints

I need to be free

I don’t care if it’s only for minutes

I want me to want it

I can’t seem to see you any more

Not walking straight

I’m off the path

I follow what’s never really there

Tears taste so sweet

Such a bitter, hating taste

Why is it I care

You’re the only friend

That truly stood by me

I need you to be a friend

You don’t know it

You don’t know why…

Don’t think I do either…

I don’t want to end up like this

I’m there

My life is fucked

Screwed over

I’m losing touch

Make me stop

Stop from making that jump