Damn

Its all my fault

Her death, all my fault

She’s dead because of me

Its all my fault

If it wasn’t for me she’d still be here

Laughing, Smiling, Just being her

I took that away from her

Its all my fault that she’s not here

If I only hadn’t tried to drive her to school shed still be here

all my fault

Or maybe if I hadn’t met her that morning

all my fault

Or maybe if I had agreed to go on that vacation with my dad

all my fault

or maybe if we hadn’t started dating

all my fault

or maybe if I hadn’t gotten her pregnant

all my fault

or maybe I should have not gone to the party

all my fault

or maybe I should have not called her that morning

all my fault

or maybe shouldn’t have gone to the same high school as her

all my fault

or maybe I shouldn’t have met her that day in 3rd grade

all my fault

or maybe I shouldn’t have been born at all

my existence is the reason she’s dead

What is my life good for then

Pain and suffering

All my fault

Not worth it

Why do I even try to live

Damnit I loved her

NO NO

I **LOVE** her

and I will always

I love the baby too

but everything in my life is gone

what else is my life good for?

Nothing

I’m worthless

All my fault

All of it

All my fault

My life isn’t worth living anymore

What else will be my fault

I should end this

She would be here if it wasn’t for me

for Sean

for us

maybe its my grandmas fault for having our parents

Maybe…

No

Its all my fault

Oh look

The Madison bridge

Where we met

All my fault

That was all my fault too

Its all my fault

All I bring is pain

And suffering

All my fault

I should end this

I really should

The pain of the world is all my fault

All of it

I’m gonna do this

Mommy, Daddy, I love you both

Noelle I will love you always

And to our unborn baby girl

Goodbye

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And with that he gave one final shove and cascaded down the side of the bridge and to his death.