9For those who don’t understand
Won’t listen
Don’t notice
Don’t care
For those who just don’t believe
For you all, I write this
Look at me now
Tell me what do you see
Have you always seen the same thing?
I should tell you
The things I have been seeing
Would you care?
Of just shrug it off, like everything else I tell you
I would like to know if you could help me
Help me understand what this is
Why I feel the way I do
I know you don’t believe
Maybe it’s cause of the lies I tell to cover it
Make it seem as though it was the furthest thing from my mind
Make it seem I’m as full as I could be
Full of what?
For you, only believe what you want
You get mad when you forget to do homework
Such little things, to what I’m thinking
I help you, isn’t it fair that you should help me back…
Isn’t that what friends are supposed to do
Or are you just using me
Like it seems to be
Every day I care less and less
Cause I’m seeing something new in me
I will be perfect
Just wait on me
Then will you believe
Or drop out like you have before
I will get there
To my safety place
Somewhere where I’ll be safe
This part of me you will never understand
I need to feed this hunger
Consuming me whole
I need to be perfect
I need to see me