Love

I love you,
I hate you,
I envy your obliviousness,
Because it seems,
That you don't know,
You've seduced me without a single kiss.
God bless you,
God damn you,
Yo're so perfect,
It's not fair!
She can hug
And hold your hand,
While I can only stare.
Sometimes I sit and wonder,
If you know how I fell.
It makes me really, really sad.
Also makes me very mad.
Mad with love,
That you don't have.