stretched

Streched all so very thin
These thoughts are too much for me to hide
Reflecting on my own sin
Everyone is just looking for a free ride
Truly cant find a peace of mind
Catching up to the rest when they are so far
How did I fall this far behind
Enough thoughts, inside i feel like tar (?)
Dancing this endless waltz

(if you havn't figured it out yet first letters of each line
going down spell stretched...)