You say it innocently

You think that I blow it off

But you don't know how everything you say

Hurts my heart every time

You say something nonchalantly

Thinking that it doesn't matter to me

I try to laugh it off

But I'm really crying inside

I'm crying my eyes out

Can't you tell?

I thought that you would notice

But you don't seem to care

You don't even try to stop what you say

You think its funny

Look at me…

Am I fucking laughing?

You are making me cry

You seem oblivious to everything

Oblivious to how I'm smiling

But yet with tears falling down my face

(tears that were created by you)

the one whom I love

which I still do

even through my tears