WHY?

A/C- another one of my emotional outbursts...please 4 my sake read and review. thanx.

They say it will get better.
It won't.
How can things get better,
Now that i lost you.
I miss you.
I hate you.
I want you.
You loved me,
I was crazy
I ignored you.
Why the hell did i let you get away?
Why did i not tell you i loved you?
Why?
Now, my mind is messed.
I'm going insane
I'm scared of myself.
I'm scared of what i'll do
To get you back.
I miss you
I want you
I hate myself.
I love you.