To myself and others like me. A sad poem for when you feel alone you just want to die. I was thinking about someone and their friends as I wrote this.

In a room of millions
I'm alone again tonight
Not really hearing anything
Death is what I fight

People all around me
Don't really understand
That my total sanity
Is sitting in their hands

Life for me is empty
Everthing I feel is stress
No one will take the blame
Though they started the mess

Lost in endless night
I stare into the cold
I've got no one to love me
I've got no one to hold

I am so weak
I want to be strong
To hold you for ever
To live my life long

I am alone again
Death may be near
In a room of millions
I have nothing to fear